Choices.

One tear. One splash. I’m alone, but surrounded by many. I feel empty, but yet full. Am I losing friends for what? my choices in life? is it fair? is it real? or am I just stuck in this nightmare and cant wake up. But its not a nightmare, is it? cause I feel happy, sound, complete. I’m confused. This is new, all new. It’s fun, but yet I don’t want to play anymore, but I know that  no one can save from my choices. My only question is “do I have to lose on account of my choices?” I wanna cry but cant bring myself to it, cause I’m happier than ever.